I’ve asked myself a couple of times, ‘With my strong flu, can I perform as I today?’ .. I was worried and truly believed I’d ruin the performance with my role and that I’d harm my co-stars, which turned today into an embarrassing day for me. Originally, Rebecca was supposed to end today, but thanks to everyone’s love, after the 8th it was extended and today wasn’t the last stage anymore; Still, so many people came. Seeing a packed, full house, made me want to overcome my issues, keep it together and not under-perform, however … This cold is stronger than me.. I was overwhelmed by fear, remembering previous performances I did while in pain. Even though I thought of giving up and running away, I thought to myself, ‘I’m a pro, I’m an actress, I’m a singer’, I can’t and don’t want to do that. I thought I’ll only get stronger with such experiences.. I don’t want to live a runaway life anymore. I won’t live hating and picking on myself anymore .. I want to take care and love myself more, to become a shinnier actress and singer. Musical Rebecca was a coll production that made me stronger and made me love myself. Thank you to the Rebecca staff who worked hard, Kim Munjeong music director who guided me, and our director. Thank you and I love you to all the shining actors and sunbaenims I shared the stage with❤️ Also, I love you, Geumna unnie and Jihye unnie who also play ‘I’ and who prayed for me💋💋 Thank you to Hyunbin unnie and Hwaddu who, even after the performance, didn’t ignore my worries and loneliness 😭😭 I won’t disappoint you.